put the past behind and starting afresh...

Many things happened in the past 2 weeks.
Too much that I cannot bear.
I seem to lost all my feelings when I heard all these things.
Not even sad nor angry. Just neutral. Too shocked to hear these things.
It seems that everything is pouncing on me at the same time.
I had to admit that it was totally my fault when it wasn't and had to accept the full consequence.

I don't wanna mention names or tell you all what happened.
It's totally personal. Very personal in fact.
When you all get to hear the news from other people, please don't even try to get a single information out of me. But thanks in advance for your concern.

Just felt that God is telling me to put the past behind and start afresh.
Shall do that.

Let God decide.

Thank You for the chance to live again,
for Your grace that never ends.