When can I let go And just cry?
Haiz... mood swing today. Major one in fact.
First thing. Some people are treating me like I owe them a million dollars. Look I'm not showing off here or demanding any pity, but after everything I done for these people, helped this people? Then I become their dog? They thank other people for their help instead. I don't demand acknowledgment, but I just hope they know where their limits are.
Why is it when other people cry, people comfort? Why is it when I cry, people insult me more?
Second thing. Everyone has their own weakness, both physically and mentally. Why does my chemistry teacher need to say my weakness out to another class? I know she wants to illustrate an example, but its infringing my privacy and ruining my self confidence. Furthermore, she did not even ask or tell me! It's like, I'm still studying in the school! And with one more year! If everyone knows, furthermore a class I am in charge of, how can I have the face to face the people?
I have enough of people suaning people. Hey look! You overlook my weakness and I'll overlook yours. Why isit everyone laughs when someone gets insulted and yet when that person gets insulted, he or she gets angry. I know he or she may be laughing with you on the outside, but you know what is on the inside?
Even my cell group. Last time on the MRT train. There are people there. I know you all wanted to make a joke, but at the EXPENSE OF OTHER PEOPLE? There were many people looking at me after you all said that and made me very embarassed. What did pastor Kong say? What did the Bible say? I could not record anything from the Bible about Jesus in His ministry, insulted other people's weaknesses.
Respect. I don't demand high respect. Just the respect as friends. I am seriously not your servant. I am seriously not an open topic for people to insult about.
The Bible tells me to FORGIVE and FORGET. I shall.
First thing. Some people are treating me like I owe them a million dollars. Look I'm not showing off here or demanding any pity, but after everything I done for these people, helped this people? Then I become their dog? They thank other people for their help instead. I don't demand acknowledgment, but I just hope they know where their limits are.
Why is it when other people cry, people comfort? Why is it when I cry, people insult me more?
Second thing. Everyone has their own weakness, both physically and mentally. Why does my chemistry teacher need to say my weakness out to another class? I know she wants to illustrate an example, but its infringing my privacy and ruining my self confidence. Furthermore, she did not even ask or tell me! It's like, I'm still studying in the school! And with one more year! If everyone knows, furthermore a class I am in charge of, how can I have the face to face the people?
I have enough of people suaning people. Hey look! You overlook my weakness and I'll overlook yours. Why isit everyone laughs when someone gets insulted and yet when that person gets insulted, he or she gets angry. I know he or she may be laughing with you on the outside, but you know what is on the inside?
Even my cell group. Last time on the MRT train. There are people there. I know you all wanted to make a joke, but at the EXPENSE OF OTHER PEOPLE? There were many people looking at me after you all said that and made me very embarassed. What did pastor Kong say? What did the Bible say? I could not record anything from the Bible about Jesus in His ministry, insulted other people's weaknesses.
Respect. I don't demand high respect. Just the respect as friends. I am seriously not your servant. I am seriously not an open topic for people to insult about.
The Bible tells me to FORGIVE and FORGET. I shall.
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