Awesome God

Sometimes I wonder why do I need to experience breakdowns or mood swings.
Last week during SJAB training, no doubt I broke down.
The amount of stress piling up on me and also having to see my cadets suffer.
Just felt so bad.
Thanks to God's angels at that time, Connie and Maggie,
whom I really had a heart-to-heart talk with.
I then had a heart-to-heart talk with all the cadets, chasing the other ICs and OCs out.
Shao Cheng sorta spoilt my original plan but its still ok.
They got a fuller understanding and I believe that SJAB will change. Yup...

Truly things change if you look at them another way.
How awesome is God but how stupid I am not to realise it, to take His greatness for granted.
I realised that God planned everything for me.
Yup, I know that I have no cell group now. But so what? I have Him.
That is what matters. God.